[CENTER]It's been 3 months that we've been dating. Ever since 9th grade, we've always dreamed of being together. I use to give him love letters everyday when we were in high school. I'm in love with one of the best racers in the city. That gives me a good reputation. Well ever since hes got that car, hes been working on it 24/7. We barely have any alone time anymore. Our last month anniversary i bought him a new part for his car. He would always promise me that he would get me something better if i wait...so i do. He told me not to buy him anymore things for him cuzz he said its his job to buy me things so i stopped and waited for our anniversaries.
- A Month Later
It's August 1st, and its our 4th anniversary. I see this beautiful necklace in a catalog i got in the mail. He walks in and puts his tools down to get a drink...
Mark: Hey babe, what are u doing? Angelica: Looking at some jewelry. Mark: O cool. Angelica: By the way babe...do u know what day it is? Mark: Is it race night? Angelica: No...nevermind forget it
Mark: Ok (walks back into the garage to work on the car)
I stare at the catalog and touch the picture while a tear drop falls on the page. I go in the room and cry for about 2 hours straight. He didn't even notice how i felt that night. He has never gotten me anything for any of our anniversaries. I've waited for 4 months and still nothing.
- Another Month Later
It's September 1st, and its our 5th anniversary. I'm flipping through the channels and i find the first movie that we ever watched together. Once again hes working on his car as usual. He walks in to wash his hands...
Mark: Hey babe, what are u doing? Angelica: Watching the first movie that we ever watched together. Mark: O I remember that...(smiles and walks out) Angelica: Wait... Mark: (walks in again) Yes babe? Angelica: Do u know what day is today? Mark: Yeah it's friday...why? Angelica: Nothing...nevermind Mark: O Ok (walks back in the garage)
I turn the TV off and i run to my room and cry for 3 hours this time. He still didn't notice it. He has never gotten me anything for any of our anniversaries. I've waited 5 months and still nothing.
- Another Month Passes
It's October 1st, and it's our 6th anniversary. I'm reading the love letters that he wrote to me when we were still in high school. He walks in and gives me a kiss on the cheek...
Mark: Hey babe, what are u doing? Angelica: Reading your old love letters from high school. Mark: (giggles of embarassment) I remember those...those were so silly. Angelica: By the way...where did u put the love letters that i gave u? Mark: Uhhh???... in the car... Angelica: O "i stood there in disbelief" Mark: Well anyways...Guess what day it is today babe. AngelicaSmiles with all her joy) What day is it today?...In my mind- "He finally remembered what day it is" Mark: Today is the day my new tires come in that i ordered online (smiles) Angelica: O yeah i remember....(frowns)...In my mind- "He still doesn't know" Mark: It's gonna come this afternoon. I'll go wait for it outside. (Runs outside)
I tried to open the last letter but it was too wet of tears. I run to the room and cry for 4 hours this time. He still didn't notice it. He has never gotten me anything for any of our anniversaries. I've waited 6 months and still nothing.
- Another Month Gone By
It's November 1st, and it's our 7th annversary. I wait for him inside. "If he doesn't remember this time, then it's over". He walks in...
Mark: Hey babe, what are u doing? Angelica: Nothing jus waiting for you. Mark: Why? Angelica: Do you know what today it is? Mark: Well it's saturday... Angelica: HOW COULD U KEEP FORGETTING!?!?! Mark: Forget bout what? Angelica: OUR ANNIVERSARY!!! Mark: O I forgot...I must have been busy working on the... Angelica: GET OUT! Mark: Babe why? Angelica: NOW! Mark: but babe I... Angelica: GO NOW! Mark- Walks outside
I slam the door on his back and i fall on my knees crying for about 5 hours. I hear the car turn on and blast out of the driveway. The last thing i heard was his tires skidding on the garage ground. I was so heart broken that i past out and fell asleep.
- 3 days later (November 4th)
I didn't hear from him since that day. He would usually come back to apologize. I called his family but they said he never came home at all. He has no where to stay so i call his cell. It's not in service...I get very worried that i once again i run up to my room and start crying. I cried for 6 hours this time. I fall asleep on the floor.
I have a nightmare while i was sleeping...
We're in his car and we're speeding on a 2 lane road. I'm in the passenger seat screaming. I see him driving and crying at the same time. I try my best to tell him to slow down but he jus won't hear me. Then i see a turn coming up. It's a very tight corner and it